Today, on phone, I spoke very rudely with one of the workers of my only friend. I promise I did not have any intension to say those words but I did. Was that in the heat of the moment..? My friend says so.

Because of my rude behavior that worker wanted to leave the job… but my friend Raghav, he is a person you can not resist to talk and smile if you meet him even just once. He made him calm down. I do not know how he did it but the worker is still working there. Raghav has that kind of magic in him.

I was cursing myself that I put him in such a bad spot and made him go through things of which he was not even part of. I am really very Sorry Raghav… 🙁

He said do not curse yourself it is okay. Sometimes we do not want things to happen but they do happen at the end of the day. He told me that stop saying bad words about yourself… and “would you like if I say like this about myself”? and my answer was a big NO. I can’t hear a single bad word about him not even from his own mouth.

He told me that I am disrespecting him by saying bad things to myself because he really respects me… and can’t see my head down in front of anyone.

I am unable to find the qualities he respects me for. 🙁

I am very much happy and feeling very lucky to have him in my life.

But at the same time I do feel sorry for him that he has me in his life.

What do you say? What is true? I am lucky OR he is unlucky?

At what part you are in your life? being lucky or unlucky?

Tell me at listening@meenakshidangi.com.